As many of you probably know or can imagine, the first time for everything after losing a loved one is hard. You don't know how it will be or how to handle it, but you know it will be different. I wouldn't be walking across the game room to lightly knock on Zach's door. I would be the only one coming down the stairs; the only one seeing what "Santa" left me. But despite all of the things that filled me with sadness, as Christmas approached, I found myself being more thankful than ever for the real reason that we celebrate. Jesus, my Savior, was born! He came into the world to save me, to save you, to save all of us. And it is that hope of eternal life that I was hanging on to, that we were celebrating. It's amazing how much God teaches us and grows us through the hardest times in life.
Through the strength of God and the power of many prayers, we were able to celebrate Christmas. Yes it was different, but it was still joy-filled. There were Zach touches, continued family traditions, and possibly a new family tradition that made it all very special.
The new family tradition was volunteering at an Operation Christmas Child warehouse. I personally think there's nothing better than giving to someone else and serving with other people to lift yourself out of whatever you're going through. It was a great experience and amazing to hear the impact that this ministry has on so many lives. What a cool thing to realize that each box that you pack is going to share the love of God to children all around the world!
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| A perfectly packed box! Good work Dad! |
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| The team at station 2 |
I really hope we get the opportunity to do it again!
Of course the tree had to go up. This year it was adorned with a special ornament that everyone knows is totally Zach.
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| Heinz 57 |
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| So thankful for great cousins! |
Christmas Eve still consisted of our traditional homemade pizza making and games. Delicious and fun as always!
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| We have really perfected this process! |
Some friends of mine, who are game players and know that we are too, sent us a new game this year. We got to battle it out to see who is the most famed and feared pirate in all the seas.
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| Who will it be? |
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| The most famed and feared Pirate Jim |
Christmas was filled with great family time by the tree, in the kitchen, and of course around the table.
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| Grandma with her amazing Red Velvet Cheesecake Layered Cake |
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| Can you believe that cake? |
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| It was delicious!!! |
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| How cute is she? |
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20 something years later and we still love taking matching cousin pictures |
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| Christmas shoes! |
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Making some new marshmallows - mint with a dark chocolate drizzle |
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| Great little gifts and continued practice for a future business?!?! |
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This little man is quite the blessing. The humor is courtesy of Zach :) |
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| I am blessed with so many great cousins! |
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| Not sure how he feels about it, but I'm loving some Baylee time |
It's always shocking how fast the time flies by, but I am so thankful to get to celebrate and spend time with all of my grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins. What a great family!
And before I knew it, we were celebrating the new year.
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Putting my new stocking stuffer to use A make-it-yourself banner Perfect for all my random holidays! |
Happy 2015!!!